I'm Afraid

An old poem I found in my journal.



I'm Afraid

My heart is happy, but my head’s on fire,
To see you smile is my only desire.
I’m afraid to speak, so afraid you’ll run,
Afraid it will end before it’s begun.

I lay wide awake and wonder if you
In anyway feel the same way I do?
I send you a message, I just say “Hi,”
But there is no “Hello,” and no “goodbye”.

Luxuriantly

Her thighs are spread before me,
I rest my hand atop her knee
I breath in deeply, scenting her musk,
My eyes settling and admiring her bust.

My fingers dance on her flesh,
Delighting in a lust so fresh,
Trailing lightly and exploring deftly
As she sighs and moans
luxuriantly.

The Park

I tremble as I sit by your side
Your hand running slowly down my thigh
As I look into your eyes they open wide
And I listen to your delicious sighs.

My arms hold you tight as you rest
Yet I can sense the yearning in your breast
As you rest your head on my chest
I know your thoughts even though they are unexpressed.

Beauty - An Exercise

This is a writing exercise based on Beauty; at some point I may pull these lines apart and find a poem.


Beauty can drive you crazy
Beauty can make you insane
Beauty can change your outlook
Beauty can cause you pain

Beauty is not your equal
Beauty is the fall of man
Beauty is all you wish for
Beauty is where it began

Beauty will give you heartache
Beauty will be your guide
Beauty will waste to nothing
Beauty will be set aside

Beauty has taken you captive
Beauty has stolen your soul
Beauty has changed you forever
Beauty has swallowed you whole

Beauty knows nothing of substance
Beauty knows it will not last
Beauty knows that you desire it
Beauty knows it is surpassed

Beauty was nothing without you
Beauty was not what you thought
Beauty was more than just pleasure
Beauty was not to be caught

Beauty does not understand you
Beauty does as it will please
Beauty does what will placate it
Beauty does nothing but tease

Beauty may ask what you’re thinking
Beauty may seem more than lust
Beauty may not live forever
Beauty may not earn your trust

Beauty shall know temptation
Beauty shall be denied
Beauty shall take the burden
Burden shall know that you lied

Beauty should be everlasting
Beauty should hold no fears
Beauty should lead your heartstrings
Beauty should shed no tears

Beauty cannot be forgiven
Beauty cannot live within
Beauty cannot find redemption
Beauty cannot dwell with sin

I am everything and nothing

This is a bit of a random one I wrote a month or so ago. Not sure what to make of it. Let me know what you think?


I am everything and nothing


I am desire I am redemption

I am your strength and your destruction

Nothing can compare to how I feel

Nothing can compare to my touch

I am everything and nothing

I am beauty and I am damned

I am the source of your redemption

I am damned by your addiction.

The Vampire

Give me your passion, give me your all
Don’t be afraid to take a fall
Life is for living, don’t have regrets
Live for this moment, be one with my sex.

I’ll give you pleasure, I’ll take the pain,
I’ll make it so real that the memories remain.
Don’t lose this feeling, don’t let me go,
I’ll give and I’ll take more than you know.

I am a vampire, I feed on your soul,
To make you mine is my only goal.
I’ll tear you apart, take you into my world
I’ll slowly destroy you then start to rebuild.